I was right that today would be a better day. I decided that I need to do something for myself too. This morning I went to a water aerobics class. It was pretty fun and it felt nice to get out by myself and burn some energy. I felt more patient with the kids today and much happier. I know this is going to be an adjustment and there will be some good days and some bad days. I hope that the good days far out number the bad ones until I ultimately have no more bad days at all.